Love is a Perfectly Blind Adventure

What an incredibly beautiful story! And what a beautiful and thought provoking painting!!! Isn’t it wonderful to know that just because of a flaw or disability that our Abba Father doesn’t just throw us away, but actually uses our imperfections for His Glory, if we are willing to surrender to His will for our lives! When we look at the Bible, it is full of imperfect people that God used in incredible ways!!! Like Moses, who had difficulty in speaking, and many others. We do walk by faith and not by what we see or hear. Many years ago in my early thirties I was diagnosed with leukemia. I was shocked!!! I had been at a Ladies Retreat with a friend who was a missionary, when I began to feel sick. I thought maybe I had the flu. My husband came to pick me up on July 4. We lived on a small farm with horses and goats and geese and one pig I had raised on a bottle, and three wolves who were rescues. We also had three young sons. I went to the Dr the next day on July 5th. He had been my Dr for many years and checked me over. I had worn shorts that day, and he asked me where all the bruises had come from, and I explained that between the animals and kids that was normal and he said, “I’m not talking about the big ones”, and he pointed to these tiny little bruises, the kind we always called stone bruises and I just shrugged my shoulders. He said he was going to run a CBC on me and he would let me know how it came out. By the time I had gotten back to my house to my door the phone was ringing. It was my doctor’s nurse telling me my blood had come back with some problems and he wanted me to go check in to the hospital and was turning me over to another Dr!!! When she told me who the other Dr was, I said, he thinks I have cancer??? I knew the other Dr was an oncologist! My Mom drove me to the hospital and I was scared, I cried on the way, the car radio was on, and that song, Somebody’s Praying, was playing 🙏🏻. I had tests for the rest of the day, and that night my Mom and Dad and Husband were there when the Dr came in and introduced himself. He asked me if I knew what Acute Adult Leukemia was and I told him I did, and he told me he was 99.9 percent sure that was my problem and they would confirm it the next morning with a bone marrow biopsy, and he told me I needed to get my affairs in order. I don’t think I’d ever seen my Daddy cry. That night so many thoughts crossed my mind. I knew my Dr
Was an orthodox Jewish man and I also knew his partner was big in Jews for Jesus. I hadn’t felt sick but I had been tired, more than a normal tired. The next morning they did the biopsy and he told me there wasn’t anything he could do but keep me comfortable. I honestly didn’t know if I would ever leave there. My husband had called down to the retreat I had been at and they were fasting and praying for me and had put me on prayer chains everywhere. This sounds weird but I could FEEL those prayers!!! I finally told the Lord, not my will, but Yours! My Dr came every morning and every night seven days a week. I always tried to say something to him about Jesus. This went on for about three weeks, and one night he came in and sat in a chair going through my file. He looked tired. He finally looked at me and said, “You’re what keeps doctor’s humble”, I didn’t understand what he meant, and he said, “When you came in here you were dying. I didn’t think you would live more than a few days! But your blood is turning around and if it keeps turning around I will probably let you go home next week.” Then he asked me if I had any thoughts on any of this, and I told him about all the people praying and fasting, and I believed God was healing me. He asked me if I really believed that and I told him I did!!! I went home the next week and saw him as an outpatient every three weeks until January. Several years later he accepted Jesus as Messiah!!! Not because of me, but because of lots of people with similar outcomes. I was so excited!!! There’s a lot I’ve left out for sake of time and space but this absolutely happened. I learned alot and so did he. Jesus still heals; He still does miracles, and best of all He never leaves us or forsake us even in the darkest times.

Thank you so much Vanessa for sharing your amazing gift and testimony with us!!! I just received ‘Momentum’ and it is more beautiful in person than you could believe! I have several other ordered and I think ‘Lea’ is going to have to be one more! Much love, blessings and peace ❤️🙏🏻❤️

I want to say thank you for sharing this beautiful story with me! I love love horses and I’m very attached to all Gods animals I love them all and they totally know who they can trust. There intuition is so farther advanced then are as like children. I have been on my journey with God for awhile now and it hasn’t been an easy one he has taught me many things through his lessons. But now it’s time for blind faith to hit! I’m getting operated on the 31 of January and it was a day my beautiful sister was born but she’s passed away with breast cancer at 42 so I know she will be with me that day. I have a lot going on with my health but I know I’m in Gods beautiful hands but I’m heading into blind faith and all my trust is in our father!!!! I have to say I pick out but I don’t have the money at this point but I know God has me and the pictures you painted are about my journey with God so someday I know I will meet you ty Jesus!Jesus gave you a special gift with your art work and boy does God show out through it!! You are very special to God I know that because you can see it through your Art Gods hand is apon you it is all magnificent!!!! Please keep in touch as I go on my journey and when I get money I will get the ones I picked and of course your girlfriends I love horses!!!! God Bless you my sister Amen!!!!

There are no words for all you do, you are truly amazing and a mighty strong leader!
Thank You and God bless You,
Evana